a year ago i set my mind into a new mode: move ahead toward a dream with the confidence that the universe has already surmounted the obstacles i perceived to be holding me back. and from there a motion was set into place. and that motion gained strength. and that motion gained force. and that motion gained velocity, weight, size, shape. but the gain that has me holding on for dear life is the velocity. today i dare not try to figure out how to do what must be done tomorrow for tomorrow will spell all that out for me if i pay close attention. i only need show up and concentrate on what must be done and peacefully watch the universe at work as she leads me ahead.
where i haven't had the strength, stamina or wherewithal to move forward, loved ones have carried me through. they've lit fires under my ass, they've pushed, they've boosted, they've held out hands. they have re-ignited my own strength. and through blind momentum, the pieces all fall into place.
before, i absolutely tormented over how i was to hang onto my life my in austin as i went off to teacher training. then after several years of quandary it occurred to me not to hang onto life here all. just let it go. what slips away is no longer necessary as what remains is all that's required. i no longer question the instincts, merely surrender and follow their direction. continuing to find myself further and further along on the path. trusting each moment.
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